…. Time to vent on tumblr again.
Getting sick of certain people, and some people are just beginning to annoy me. Im in a happy place though, I noticed I haven’t been depressed in over a month at all, and thats a big improvement for me. Like…ive never been not depressed for that long so its a big record for me. I may have lost a few friends this semester too…but honestly I’ve made such wonderful new friends that its no longer an issue now. The friends I’ve made this semester and the ones I have currently are ALWAYS there for me and make a great effort to see me happy. I literally cannot stay sad in their presence. I was at one of my darkest moments about a month ago, and my friends dragged me right out of that hel with guns blazing. I nearly committed suicide I think, because I had shut myself out from EVERYONE for a couple of days. And my friends were scared…and forced me into happiness. I CANNOT thank them enough. I’ve learned to cut out people who stress me out and/or dont care enough about me out of my life. Spending effort on those who dont spend it on you is such a sad and depressing endeavor.
And also my video game friends…I can never thank them enough. Sheena from ToS…the Scions from Final Fantasy 14. Friends you make in the world of video games last a lifetime.